Little Rain Drop's life here...

2008's here...!

2008-01-05T12:29:00.000+08:00

Right after finish sayin goodbye to 2007...it's time to welcome the year of 2008~

"Goodbye...2007"

Bringin all my happiness and memories, leavin all the dull times back behind...tears have to be shed away...

2007...a year which is full of happiness and sadness...
Lots of smile...and also...lots of tears...
Lots of tasks...and also...bad times...

Everybody's grown up...thoughts changed...troubles came...

Rememberin the 1st day i stepped in this school...gettin ready for a whole new life...

Everything's so new to me...as this was the 1st time i stepped in this secondary school...as a student...as another new part of this big big family......

A lot of things happened in this year...
Friendship problems...the main trouble...which already troubled me for a very long time...for now...everything has come to an end...everything has settled down...

I felt so depressed at the 1st time...when seein my friend changed...changed until...i was like...i didn't know her anymore...feelin the distance gettin even more
...even more wider...

I didn't know what she's thinkin...neither do she...
Although we didn't quarrel...deep in our heart...we do know something's not there anymore...

We talked lesser and lesser day by day...until there's a day...we had nothing to talk anymore...

For once...both of us were so talkative...but now...for some reasons...we became speechless...

After then...somehow...we started to misunderstood each other...for simply some small things...small problems...which leaded us to a no end road...no more turnin back...

I don't know whether...whether has she ever cherish this friendship?
I don't understand...she misunderstood me for such a small problem...and let this 2 years of best friend relationship ends...
I don't have a reason why...why everything changes...?

But what should i do?
Nothing's gonna turn back...everything's end...

I admit...i don't want this friendship to end like this...but what can i do?
I admit again...i cried horribly when i faced this problem...
But right after cryin...suddenly...i felt...it was so damn useless cryin and sobbin for this kinda friendship...it's not worth it...

She misunderstood me...means that she didn't trust me...
Okay...maybe there's really a "trust" there...but it's not enough to continue this broken friendship...
You see... the continuein of a friendship...is base on a simple word...trust...

"No more trust, no more friendship"

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Luckily...i lost a friend...and i gained some this year also...

Those who knows me...those who can play with me...those who cares me...those who won't influence me to the negative side...

They were there for me when i need somebody there...
Thanks i wanna say...and i hope all of this won't end...
Those happy times you all gave me...i won't forget...for sure!

Holidays arrived...and we'll have to wait until school reopens to meet each other again...

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2008

"New year, new start, new life"

Is tat true?

Durin the holidays...i found out that next year(2008)...i'm not goin to be at the same class with my best friends...they're goin to the 2nd class...2E

As i still remains in the 1st class...2T

What a horrible, terrible bad news...
In the holidays...i keep hopin...wishin...that i can be classmates with them...again...

Why o why...why everything's like this...?!
Gonna separate with my friends again...duh....!!!!

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School starts...

1st day

What a bad day! While i was still in a grey mood...
I get chosen to be the monitor of 2T class...oh my!!! TT
I don't wanna be a monitor...!
I've quit bein monitor 4 years ago...
(p/s: i've been a monitor since i was in standard 1,2,3...3 years man!)
Now u want me to be a monitor back again?
Taking my "freedom" away?
Oh gosh...all of u weren't goin to treat me like this werent't u???

I was still thinkin bout how to fool around this year a minute ago...but now...urgh...!

Fine~~~! Fine~~~!

*sob*

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2nd day

As a monitor...surely...there's lots of things to do...help teacher this and that...
I went up stairs and went down stairs...huh...*pantin* for almost 8 times!
(p/s: my class is an the top floor of that block...4th storey...)

*pantin*

*pantin*

Passed by 2E class...i looked in and...i saw...my friends were there...playin so happily...they even didn't realize that i passed by their class...

Their sides...havin my another friend with them...takin over my place...chattin...playin and jokin...as past time...as last time how we did and play together...

Don't know why...my heart's breakin...because of just now that scene?
I ran fast...and i couldn't control myself...to run like this...
But for now...i can see...this path's no end......

I kept on pantin...although i was so so so tired...i didn't want to stop runnin...

I wanna keep myself in a busy condition...so i kept findin work to do...i wanna get rid their shadows from my mind...i wanna stop thinkin of them...
But i couldn't.

My legs are leadin me to 2E class...to pass by their class...and see how they played...how they laughed together...without me with them...

It seems like...there're nothing different for them...i'm not there...it seems like...i don't mean anything to them...

My place...it seems so easily to be replaced by someone else......

When i was with them...durin recess...whenever they simply put a symbol or just even a word...together...they laughed......they don't need to explain why or how...just that particular symbol...they laughed together...and i...at aside...lookin at them curiously...i couldn't figure out what they are laughin for and laughin at...

I felt so left out~~~so left out...

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I know...it's a new year...that fills with new hope...but...but...this is only the 2nd day in school...and happened this kinda things...how's the future?

New hope...? Uhuh...
Hope so......
Hope so......

Hope so......

*mumbling*

A poem of mine...

2007-11-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

Wind...

Lonely night.
The wind
looked a forlorn figure
as
it left the whistling pitch.
It stopped blowing,
leaving the wind chime
alone.

Debate competition...Part 2

2007-10-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

Ooooh...a day after the 1st round. Wow! u know...actually lots of my friend manage to get in this 2nd round also but too bad...some didn't! Some who are potential didn't successfully get in this round maybe because of the team mate's problem...too bad luck for them yo~! Phew...we are so lucky!!! We are now in the top 7~ so happy! It's our 1st time to debate and remember, this is our 1st time to take part in this competition. We actually made it to the 2nd round and be the top 7!!! Well, still a very long way to go through. Keep going on! I know all of us rocks! We do rocks!

#2nd round
topic: This house would abolish corporal punishments in schools
opponent class: 1 Rajin
opponent name list: Michelle Tan, Belinda Tham,
our stand: opposition

Haiz...as i said in Part 1, we are like always against the flow! In reality, we are supposingly to abolish corporal punishments right? We don't lke to get punished in that way also...it was like SO pain and the most important thing is like SO embarasing! Never mind, maybe we can get all things in the right order? No one knows right? We won like that yesterday too...why not today? But, still, i am very panic now. Nobody is smiling! TT

***The debate starts***

1 Rajin take this competition so seriously man! And now in this "war", we are their enemies, and they are our enemy too as well. I am getting even more panic than yesterday. But why? I can't figure it out. Maybe 1 Rajin is more serious and they don't have a joker in their team. They don't smile at all! AT ALL!

Bleh... i don't like this kinda atmosphere, boring...feeling like...so stuffy! I am going to fall asleep, going to dream already...... -o-zzZ
I know this is a BAD attitude and i know i am not respecting our opponents but i just can't help it! yawn~
(appologize to them)
Really sorry about that. That yawn. I didn't have a good sleep last night...duh! I am yawning again! Gosh! I need a help here, is there somebody willing to slap me once so that i can concentrate more? There sure be a very long queue of those who wanted to slap me...a lot of people dislike me right? haiz...am i that irritating?

***Suddenly...***

"Bang!" the room's door opened widely. "Who's that STUPID RUDE person? Can't he/she see there's a big event here? Hey...who's that?" I was talking to myself as Beat-Rice was getting serious also (because of 1 Rajin). No one wants to listen to my joke anymore. Haiz... -o-''|

I am so so so curious with that STUPID RUDE person. Who's that guy?
OMG! The person is...is...is...Sudarshan!
Gosh~! I actually scolded him STUPID and RUDE!
Argh...I've done something wrong!
I am not suppose to scold my senior or friend like this right? Now, i am the STUPID and RUDE person already. I...i...i...made a mistake!

P/s: Sudarshan...I'm so sorry! I don't mean that k? Don't get mad...

They (Sudarshan, Andrew and blah blah blah) completed their round. That's great! At least they don't need to be that stressed already. But there's a bad news: They LOST! They lost?! That's impossible! They are so damn good man in debating and they actually lost?! I can't believe that this is the truth!!! I was so shocked that time. Haiz...Sudarshan is a very good debator and his team lost? Too bad...

Another bad thing is happening now...They told us that 1 of our main points (*main points means main ideas*) had some problem with this topic today (not suitable i think).

You might be curious...why they knew our points? Cause...haiz again. I'll explain.

***Time went back to 20 minutes before the competition starts***

"Hey Huiwen, how's your preparation for today's debate? Let me check it out yo..."

"Erm...ok ^^ Give me some advice o ^^ "

"Herm...erm..."

"What's the problem there? Tell me NOW!!!" Only left 20 minutes before the competition starts. We are going to die this time...

"Ok...here goes" I know he is so willing to help me.

"You are such a good person ^^" I have to praise him...as I am a polite person ^^ (don't vomit ya TT)

"There's a very BIG mistake here! This point is very easy to rebuttle! You have to change this point!" What?! Mistakes? At this time?!

"...No hope left..." Feel like going to cry, anytime. (But for sure, I won't cry in front of him ^^)

"Give me some time. I will help you!" He's smiling. Can't he sees that I am so panic that time?

"Make it fast lar...only left 15 minutes leh..." I am SO SO SO panic...You know, time passes really really fast!

"Here's a plan, why not you use my script?" Haha, a "GREAT" idea...-o-''|

"What???!!! What if the teacher finds out that both of us have the SAME script???" What if the teacher really finds out? Both of us will DIE.

"Never mind la...it'll be fine! We're in different room in a different time and a different judge! Never mind..."

"Anyway, thanks ^^" I'm saved!!! Yo-hoo~ safe finally.

***The debate competition os still going on...***

O yeah~ i forgot to talk about my opponents! Oops, sorry ya. Ok, well, now is Belinda's turn. She's quite good at "reading", facial expresion is WOW! good. Erm...ya...one problem that is: pronunciation. She's a bit too fast and eventually I didn't hear what she say clear enough.

"Hey Huiwen, are you dreaming? It's your turn! You should pay attention...blah blah blah......" Yeah, I am dreaming z_z

"Sorry Beatrice, I'll do my best"

Then, I stands up, greet the honourable judge, and start "my" speech...Sudarshan is sitting there in the audience seat, giving me some signals (it's illegal for audience to give signals to the debators, we are NOT suppose to "communicate" like this) I think Sudarshan is trying to tell us that "my" script has some problem AGAIN!

Haiz...no time left to change ALL the scrpit again...what i can do now is: keep going on. I have to!

Well, everything goes on well, smoothingly, and seems like our opponent don't really know that we have some problems with the point ^^. Quite luck though (if this called "lucky" as well).

Ok, 2nd speaker from the government team gives her speech. She's "reading" also. Hahax, we are the same group of people who cannot speak well in English ^^. Beatrice keep P.O.I-ing that girl (I am so sorry that I forgot her name X_X apologize...) and that girl keep rejecting Beatrice. We might get a lot of marks from that oo!

Haha, our turn again. Umi's turn! Hope she'll has some improvement today! She's "reading" also, same as me ^^ and Belinda. Never mind right! Cause there are not many people who are like Beat-Rice, can speak SO fluently. I admire her you know? She's so confident when she speaks. Muacks~ love it man! You'll fall in love with her when you see her debates...^^ Fantastic~

Umi...ya, she improve a lot! At least not that panic as yesterday, a great job she does! Woo-hoo~ give her a big clap!!!

Here comes the 3rd speaker from the government: Michelle. Her English is GOOD man! She speaks fluently also, she deserve a big clap too! But too bad, i cannot give her a clap NOW.

***Volcano is erupting***

Michelle seems so ANGRY, I don't know why. Her face went red and she's like scolding us or something. Maybe I am the one who is so sensitive but Beatrice actually notice that too. Herm...she's like so mad and she's releasing her madness towards us. I swear we didn't do anything bad or wrong...why is she so angry? No answer to this question. Haiz...you know what? The situation becomes even WORSE when Beatrice request for P.O.I. Gosh~ I think we need some cold water here, to cool Michelle down.

The worst thing is, when Michelle finished her words, before she take her seat, she actually is like mumbling a "stupid idiot" word, hooh, bad tempered. Why is she so angry? I still wanna know...why?

***Our hope rises***

Beat-Rice turn now!!! She's good in debate huh! Talented...! Aiyo, no need to talk much about her turn right? Haha...but I know she 'll sure complain me for not being fair. ^^She's cute when she wanted to punch somebody. That expression...haha^o^. (I am not laughing at her o...don't misunderstand)

***Ends***

Erm...that's all for this round...cause i really don't know what to write anymore...so i don't think there'll be a Part 3 anymore...so tired nowadays as i'm busying with my another 2 blogs...

so...that's all for the debate part...bye...sorry to make you all dissapointed.

Debate competition...Part 1

2007-10-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

Haha...i never thought of participating the English debate competition before! because seems like i am having some problem with my English (at least i think so). My English...it's soooo LAME man~ i don't know why teacher picked me for this competition, haiz......but anyway, thanks to teacher also, for encouraging me to try and get today's result (our team gets the top 3 prize, which is 1 FREE personal pan pizza)

Wow...we (including Beat-rice, Umi, Iffah, Farah and me as well) actually get the 3rd in school. Ok, i would like to say that we won this just because of luck only. You know why?

We actually didn't meet with any "pros" before going in to the top 3. It's all by luck ^^ But always, we are not lucky at the same time. You might feel weird, why am i lucky and unlucky? actually, the lucky thing is we didn't get into pros (as i said just now) and the unlucky thing is that our stand everytime is against the flow (which i mean is ALWAYS against the topic). As example, the topic for the 1st round is "We should bring handphones to school", ok, we are NOT suppose to bring handphones to school right? i mean in reality. We got the government for that topic and that means that we SHOULD bring handphones to school. But the funny thing is, we actually won that round!

Curious about the progress going on these days in the debating competition? C'on let's check it out!

# 1st round
topic : Students should bring handphones to school
opponent class : 2 Rajin
opponent name list : Mohd. Khalid, Nicholas, Evan
our stand : government

That day is quite a nice day, but not a beautiful day for me. I am going to die, gosh! Firstly, it's my 1st time ever entering a debate contest! n plus, our opponents are older than us (knowledge might be more, but i cannot confirm that) Woosh, i am sweating and shaking! and starting to get more nervous as the clock ticks and time flies by...without saying goodbye, haiz.

Not after a few minutes we arrive, the opponents are here. Deng deng deng deng (sound effect) here they come. I know i have to stop panicking and give them a very big, wide smile. ^o^ Let them feel comfortable and try not to make them scare also. I keep remembering myself that i have to smile, smile and smile. And also to remember that we join this competition is for fun. FOR FUN! Let's not put the pressure in this competition.

Teacher's here. I don't know why but we actually chat with our opponents and to fool around! We are laughing, giggling and all the stress are gone! totally gone!
It's so UNBELIEVABLE! Ok, back to business...

Our teacher, Puan Caroline wants us to get seated in order. We really don't have idea of the sitting sequences and just sit anywhere as we want (of course, in a group). Teacher keep asking us to change our places (according to the right sequence). She's like wanting us to sit in the ABSOLUTELY right sequence and as you know (if you know us) we aren't that kind of people which will take this kind of small stuff seriously and we feel that it's ok to have the sitting lke this, right now. OMG, teacher seems getting angry when we claimed that "it's ok with the sitting like this (which is the wrong one)" and maybe we said the wrong thing at the wrong time again. " 'chincai' la teacher, it's ok with us and it might as well as fine with you" *chincai is in cantonese and which means whatever*
Teacher is starting to get angry. We have to stop these ridiculous thing now~ you know, it's better not to make the judge mad before you have your marks jotted down! it's so stupid for a person who does that. And, certainly, for sure, i am not that person ( i am not stupid! maybe i am stupid, i mean MAYBE, if i am such an idiot, i won't admit it anyway!)

***The debate starts***

I am the 1st speaker from the government which means that i am the 1st person to start speaking in this round. OMG again, no guidance and i'll just have to follow the script, keep going on. Keep going on~ i know i can do it!

Not long after, our opponents start to get into the situation and starting to request for P.O.I (some sort of question or requestment and i would like to say that is to "fight back") i accepted their P.O.I because i hope to gain some more marks for my team ^^. "Time goes fast"? Ist this true? For me, at that moment, time walks so so so slowly. I almost finish my speech and yet, there are still much more time. Gosh, maybe my script is tooooo short. Or maybe i speak too fast? Or maybe i didn't elaborate my points enough and efficiently! maybe...maybe...too many maybe.

Here comes my oppponent...Mohd. Khalid, the 1st speaker from oposition. He's quite steady though, but kinda panic when we requested for P.O.I. It's might as well his 1st time too. Everything goes under control and we still manage to handle it but then...something bad happened......

***help...***

It's Umi's turn to have a speech now. I am giving her support and tell her that there's nothing to be fear about. Seems like she's still very nervous with the opponents. Her voice is so small! Even i can hardly hear anything although i am sitting beside her. I am very sorry to say that, Umi. But never mind! It's ok, everything will be fine, people DO make mistakes right? Umi, actually we (me and Beatrice) don't blame you for your wrongs and don't blame yourself (maybe now you aren't blaming anymore) We are as a team. A team.

Here's Nicholas' turn. He's not bad because he had some experience last year (told by Pn. Caroline) but teacher said that he should have improve more as this isn't his 1st time anymore. Nicholas is a joker, you know? He's funny and makes us laugh. hehe......^^ a very funny person. He should be voted to be this year's joker!

Deng Deng Deng Deng(sound effect again)here comes our...Beat-rice~ woohoo~! oops, sorry, it's Beatrice, i pronounced it wrongly again but never mind, sometimes i called her "B-eat-rice" as well and she doesn't mind (Beatrice, you don't mind, right?) hahax...i like to play a fool with her sometimes. Her cheeks will become very red when she gets mad. And for sure, she won't kill me for the wrong pronounciation of her name(you won't kill me, won't you?) but if you really want to call her name like this, give you some advise first, you HAVE to think TWICE as i can't make sure that she won't stop beating you until she has enough!

Ok, stop talking about nonsense. Go back to the progress. Herm...i admit that Beatrice is soooooo and sooooooo and sooooooooo geng!!! *geng is in cantonese and stands for "very pro" and also means "very good".* She gave me a shock! Really
, she shocked me (not by electric of course). ^^ she speaks so well and in such a fluence tone. Wow, luckily i have her in my group ^^

Lastly, it's Evan's turn. Evan, my neighbour for 13 years and i am going challenge him already in the 1st round? OMG again and again...(i don't know how many times i repeated OMG in this passage...3 times, i think) His English is good~ well, EXCELLENT, i might say. So, everything goes on......

***the results***

Phew...it's ALL over. I am so happy man~ i don't have to "haiz" anymore. Before telling us the results, Pn. Caroline pointed out our mistakes and wish us to overcome these problems. She also gives us a lot of advices which give us so much benefits on the 2nd, 3rd and 4th round (i am not going to talk about the 2nd and onwards rounds in part 1, if u want to know more, please take a look at the part 2 coming up soon)

Both teams are so happy that the round is over and we are so pleased to relax ourselves. But wait, the results aren't given out yet, if i am not mistaken. All of us are so keen to know about today's result and ought to find out who will be the survival.

1...2...3...

The winner goes to......

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1 Tekun!!!!!!!!!!!!

We actually win!!!!!!

Teacher said this is really a very close fight. Yeah, i admit it. It's so close!!! It's a miracle for us the form 1s as the 1st time to take part in this competition actually WIN for the 1st round!

That's all for the 1st round. And, i know i earn a lot from this round os debate competition, experiences and also NEW FRIENDS!!!!!

***The end for part 1***

wanna know more about our next round? Part 2 will be coming soon and you'll have to just wait for it~ !!!

Something to say...

2007-09-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

#Be faithful and honest from deep inside, which is the essence of spiritual cultivation.

#The ocean can be filled yet the tiny mouth of a human being can never be filled.

#One who is content is immensely broad-hearted.
A broad hearted person will not be in dispute with others over any matter.

#Transform greed into contentment and contentment into compassion.

#When doing any task, have the innosence of a child, the endurance of a camel and the courage of a lion.

#A person with a generous heart and compassion for all beings leads the most blessed life.

#To shoulder a burden is an inspiring force.
To admit a mistake is a noble virtue.

#To be humble is to shrink our egoism until we are small enough to enter other people's eyes and reside in their hearts and minds.

#Doing nothing and idling time away comsumes our life.
Giving to others with total dedication creates our life.

#We must carry out our tasks according to principles,
not let pur principles be compromised by our tasks.

#Abide by your principles in everything you do.
Never act purely to satisfy others.
For rather than helping others,
you may be in over your hands.

#How bitter life is when we have desires
Our demands on others bring endless misery.

#Material objects are meant to be used
Yet people who lack wisdom become discontent and enslaved by material objects.

#In handling matters,
let your mind influence your heart.
In dealing with people,
let your heart influence your mind.

Malaysia's 50th birthday!!!

2007-09-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

Hey...happy birthday Malaysia!!! It's not easy for Malaysia to come this far(at least not as easy as you think -o-''|) 50 years of independence,50 years of sacrificiation,50 years of hope...finally we, Malaysians, manage to acheive all the task after all of the tears and sweats...we make it!

There are lots of people we have to thank for helping us and our beloved country to this glorious 50th year of independent. This person i wish to talk about today is our 4th prime minister-Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad.

Tun Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad became the fourth Prime Minister of Malaysia on 16 July 1981.

Born on 20 December 1925 in Alor Setar, the capital of the State of Kedah, Tun Dr. Mahathir did his early and secondary education in his home town. In 1947, he gained admission into the King Edward VII College of Medicine in Singapore.

Upon graduation, he joined the Malaysian government service as a Medical Officer. He left in 1957 to set up his own practice in Alor Setar.

Tun Dr. Mahathir has been active in politics since 1945. He has been a member of the United Malays National Organisation (UMNO) since its inception in 1946.

He was first elected as a Member of Parliament following the General Elections in 1964. However, he lost his seat in the subsequent General Election in 1969.

Owing to his keen interest in the country's education, he was appointed Chairman of the first Higher Education Council in 1968, Member of the Higher Education Advisory Council in 1972, Member of the University Court and University of Malaya Council, and Chairman of the National University Council in 1974.

In 1973, Tun Dr. Mahathir was appointed a Senator. He relinquished this post in order to contest in the 1974 General Elections where he was returned unopposed. Following the elections, Tun Dr. Mahathir was appointed the Minister of Education.

In 1976, Tun Dr. Mahathir was made Deputy Prime Minister in addition to his Education portfolio. In a Cabinet reshuffle two years later, he relinquished the Education portfolio for that of Trade and Industry. As Minister of Trade and Industry, he led several investment promotion missions overseas.

Tun Dr. Mahathir was elected as one of the three Vice Presidents of UMNO in 1975. In 1978, he won the Deputy President seat and in 1981, he was appointed President of the party. He was returned unopposed as President in 1984.

In the 1987 party elections, Tun Dr. Mahathir defeated his challenger to retain the Presidency and in 1990 and 1993, he was again returned unopposed as party President. Under his leadership, the ruling party Barisan Nasional (National Front) won landslide victories in the 1982, 1986, 1990, 1995 and 1999 General Elections.

Tun Dr. Mahathir is married to a doctor, Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah bt Mohd Ali, and they have seven children Marina, Mirzan, Melinda, Mokhzani, Mukhriz, Maizura and Mazhar.

Tun Dr. Mahathir stepped down as Prime Minister on October 31st 2003.

Because of Tun Dr. Mahathir, we have today's Malaysia with a better future(of course, there are still lots of people which also fought hard for Malaysia but sorry i have to say because i am not able to praise them all)

Thank you for those who help Malaysia to improve that much and to make a better path for us, the new generation, leading us to a better future.

Malaysia, Happy 50th Birthday!!!